Erika Robuck on the Enduring Stories of Women in World War II

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Mindy: We're here with Erika Robuck author of many historical novels, including Call Me Zelda, House of Hawthorne and The Invisible Woman, which was a World War II novel, and that has led into the newest release, which came out at the beginning of March, called Sisters of Night and Fog. So why don't you tell listeners a little bit about what Sisters of Night and Fog is about? 

Erika: Sisters of Night and Fog is the true story of two remarkable women in World War II, an American teacher who joins an Allied pilot escape network, and a Franco-British widow and mother who becomes a secret agent. Their clandestine deeds come to a staggering halt at Ravensbruck concentration camp where the true depths of their courage and strength are revealed.

Mindy: When people talk about the Holocaust, I feel like so many of the nooks and crannies and everything has been covered, but I don't think you can ever tell the stories of everyone, it's simply not possible. And of course, we are losing the people that were there first hand, and I think particularly the stories of women are always somewhat a little bit behind as far as being documented. So tell me, how did you stumble across these women, was it something that happened as an overlap of researching other books? 

Erika: Yes, a lot of times that's what happens, it certainly happened with my American authors and the women in the shadows of them, and it happened this time when I was researching Virginia Hall for The Invisible Woman. First of all, Ravensbruck concentration camp for women resistors was not on my radar before I started that, and I read a tremendous book about it by Sarah Helm, and she had a hard time putting the biography and the non-fiction together because so many of the records were quite literally incinerated. So it was sort of in the back of my mind, and then when I was researching Virginia Hall, another American woman named Virginia, Virginia d’Albert-Lake, who was one of the women in this novel, she kept popping up along the way in different comparisons for how Americans were involved in World War II. And then Violette Szabo, she was another one who popped up in a very special way, which we can talk more about later, but very often research leads to more stories.

Mindy: Yeah, that's what I've discovered, not even necessarily in historical research, just reading about anything because I read widely and I will think, Well, that's interesting, and then suddenly you're in a little tiny corner of the Internet you didn't know was there before.

Erika: Yeah, yeah, exactly. 

Mindy: It's interesting, I actually just last night finished reading The Nineties by Chuck Klosterman, and I of course was a teenager during the 90s, so it was interesting to read about it. And he talks specifically about our generation and of the generation above us when the internet happened, they were just like, Okay, this is something I don't want to involve myself in. And of course, the next generation never knew a life without it, and how we're bridging that. We can very clearly remember before, but we're living in the after. And it was really interesting 'cause something I talk about all the time in terms of research is I cannot imagine doing this job without the internet.

Erika: No, no, I can't... Although I've always been a card catalog girl. That was one of my favorite things growing up, and I loved dusty archives. I've always got my nose in archives somewhere. for these books, it was the National Archives at College Park. I was able to visit the CIA museum, Library of Congress. I'm always poking around, so I do love that, but boy… during a pandemic, I couldn't have done it without the internet. 

Mindy: No, definitely not. There's no way, some of the things that I'm looking into are so niche that they're fringe and the quality of the research or the information that you're going to find online become sketchy pretty fast, so sometimes that print record is the way to go. 

Erika: Absolutely. 

Mindy: So talking about Ravensbruck, I don't know if this is just a characterization of my experience about the history of a Holocaust, or more of a cultural ebbing and flow of interest, or just available research, but Ravensbruck is something that I remember being highly aware of as a teenager. I think it was because I have an older sister and she was reading a book about it, and she may have been in college and I was not, and so I was getting an exposure to a larger world and larger thoughts, and so she told me she was like, Did you even know that there was a concentration camp that was specifically for women? And I was like, No, and so it loomed very, very large in my mind when I was younger. And then of course, through my 20s, going out into the world and trying to forge my own way and create a life and not really having time to read or research or do much at all, and then I feel like Ravensbruck comes kind of back into the cultural conversation. Now, am I imagining this or is this something that you have your self experienced?

Erika: No, it's definitely coming back for a number of reasons too. There was also The Lilac Girls, which covers the Rabbits of Ravensbruck, the women whom medical experiments were done on. That novel really seeped into the book reading public. My sons... We live near Washington DC, so the US Holocaust Memorial Museum is there. And for the eighth graders, they were taken on field trips every year to go see that, so I'm so glad that we have that resource and that the memory is being kept alive because it needs to be talked about constantly. There really can't be enough talking about it so that we don't forget. Because as you said that generation is dying. It has been over 75 years since World War II. 

Mindy: I worked in a school, the Holocaust is generally taught in junior high. I think it's appropriate because I don't think you should not teach it simply because it's horrific. History is horrific. I sometimes wonder if that age group is really ready to comprehend the true horror of it. 

Erika: Exactly, I'm a teacher also, so I've taught in elementary, middle, high school, teach faith formation now to young women at my church, but just developmentally, the ability to process that level of emotional trauma, I don't think Eighth grade, I feel like 9th or 10th, they would have been a little more ready for it. Although it was a good experience, but just... There's always a little bit of silliness, particularly with eighth grade boys. But just to really immerse themselves in that,  I do think it has to be done. In high school would be a great time to do that. 

Mindy: My experience is the same. When it comes to watching the kids try to make sense of it, especially the boys, I think the silliness comes in because they're highly uncomfortable. They deal with it by making jokes and then it's viewed as disrespectful. I really, it's just they can't even begin to process what they're bringing in.

Erika: No, absolutely, and I think that this is true. 

Mindy: Of course, we all emotionally develop as we get older, but I remember being in junior high and learning about the Holocaust and it not really having much of an effect on me, simply because I don't think I was processing this as something that actually happened. And also, I'm a middle class white girl from Ohio, I have no touch point for this to make sense to me.

Erika: Yeah, well, this is the power of historical fiction. So of course, growing up my whole life, I learned about slavery, a middle class, suburban white, Catholic young woman, and it was always sad, but it wasn't until I was in college, and I read Beloved by Toni Morrison, and you enter into the emotional experience of a mother who, to protect a child from a life of misery, would murder the child and then becomes haunted by the child. Then I had an emotional connection because I could step into another character's shoes. And I think that's the power of historical fiction, I think it's why I write historical fiction. You can read about something in a nonfiction capacity, but if you enter into a character and you can go through an emotional experience, it sinks deeply into your bones. 

Mindy: Yeah, absolutely. I was talking to a group of teenagers a couple of weeks ago about dystopian literature, and it also, of course, has an ebb and flow where it goes in and out, but it has in the past 20 years been extremely popular. One of the highest search content that drives people to my blog is a blog post by someone else about why dystopian literature is so popular. And people seem to be stumped by this. Why do we wanna read something horrible... Reality is horrible. So I was talking to this group of teenagers, I was telling them about how reading and the brain works and how when you are in that emotional experience of the character, your brain is experiencing the emotions as if you yourself were experiencing them. So you read Beloved and you're in the shoes of this person, whether or not you could have historically been this person or racially been this person, you're having those emotions.

Erika: And that's where we develop empathy, so it's so important for all of us young readers and old to go to these places. 

Mindy: Yes, exactly. And this is why I was telling the kids dystopian is so popular because so many of us wake up every day and we look at the news and we're like, Okay, this sucks and I can't do anything. And then you read a dystopian novel where the heroes strikes a blow for good and you get to feel it, too.

Erika: It's like a little healing exercise, and it's like, What would you do? And then you get to imagine what you would do, and then you get to have some sort of resolution.

Mindy: Yes, I think the resolution is key because in real life, we don't get that, not in a three act structure, anyway.

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Mindy: Tell me more about the two women that Sisters of Night and Fog is based on. I'm especially interested in how a regular everyday woman becomes a spy.

Erika: That's what drew me first to Virginia d’Albert-Lake. So she was born in Ohio, she was raised in Florida, was a teacher and went to an education conference, and her mother before she left said Stay away from Frenchman, you have to watch out for Frenchmen. So what did Virginia do? She fell in love with one, naturally. When she told her mother she was gonna marry Philip, her mother went to bed for two weeks. And he finally came over to the US and wooed everyone, so mom understood after that. So Virginia was in France at the beginning of the war, and her mother was begging her to come home and her husband was begging her to go home while she still could. She said, No, I'm married to you. This is my country. This is where I'm staying. She felt very relatable to me, not only because she was a teacher and an American, but just she was living in what she thought was her happily ever after, and then it came crashing down.

And for her, the character arc was really an evolution of how someone like that really gets into the weeds of resistance, and it was quite a journey for her. So I was exploring that, researching her, and I was convinced I was just gonna write about her. And then I started having these dreams. And so, Violette Szabo, is very different from Virginia d’Albert-Lake. She grew up between France and Britain because her mother was French and her father was British. And she was a very fierce young woman, five brothers, always getting in fist fights and climbing trees, skinned knees, really impetuous. And she became a sharp shooter. Her dad taught her how to hunt, and when her husband was killed in North Africa, she wanted vengeance. 

And so she was a fascinating person to me, but one I didn't relate to as well. So I just kind of put her to the side as an interesting person, but then I started having these dreams. So the first dream, I'm Violette, I'm being pursued by a Nazi, he attacks me. I ended up wrestling with him and strangling him to death, and I woke up. It was so vivid and I'm sweating, and I was like, Wow, I don't wanna even go near that. So I continue my research for Virginia, and then I have another dream where I'm Violette at Ravensbruck concentration camp and that one was far more traumatic and I woke up far more disturbed and thought, I don't wanna write about that. And then as I finally got deep into the research of Virginia Lake, and I'm not spoiling anything by telling you she ends up at Ravensbruck concentration camp, I put it on the book because I want people to know where this goes. But she was writing or doing an interview about a woman in her work detail who motivated the women prisoners to get up, keep themselves clean, and stay as physically and mentally fit as possible. This one was always trying to escape and telling jokes and distracting the guards -  and it was Violette. 

And then I finally had a third dream and Violette said that she was proud of what she did and she wanted to be in this book, and so I put her in. Initially, I hadn't realized that their stories converged, and they did, and they did in a very powerful way, so it worked together beautifully actually. And they’re sort of foils for one another because they are so different, but I think what all of the characters in this book show is that no matter how you're wired, when you find what your vocation is and who you're meant to be, grace will come in and help you do what you need to do. 

Mindy: When you were researching Ravensbruck, were there any qualities of it that were distinguishable from other concentration camps? Because one of the things that I have heard bandied about in erms of the Holocaust is that it really erased gender, it simply didn't matter in terms of if you were Jewish, there was no other classification for you. 

Erika: I found that it mattered a lot because there's a very particular cruelty that women can be inflicted upon them, and it had to do with a lot of sexual violence and the use of prisoners in a brothel. There were certain women who if you agreed to go to be in the brothel, you would get extra food, so really reducing people to their most animal level to survive. And with women, there's always cyclically, monthly, there's very special humiliations and cruelties that can happen to you when you have no kind of self-care items. It was very stark. The things that happened there, there were photographs taken of female prisoners naked and passed around between guards. 

But then what happened, interestingly in the women themselves is - the dominant personalities would assert themselves and almost become abusive within the women. So in that case, it was more of a personality trait of a more dominant, bullying female who would steal clothing from other women, who would get in line first for food, there were all these hierarchies created on that. ut the Nazis, like the devil, they know - If we divide we conquer. So they would divide them up by nationality, then they would divide you up by political prisoners versus people who are doing different things, and then they would isolate Jews even further, and so that even the prisoners would never feel camaraderie with each other, but always scratching and clawing to exist. It was just... It was inhuman. I always think I know the capacity for evil, and I just can't even comprehend how much worse it can go. That's the staggering part of the research, you just can't believe humans can do this to each other. 

Mindy: Where I hit my wall is with children. I can't get my head around it, and it's something that people ask me all the time, because my own books are very edgy and they deal with hard topics and they deal with tough things. And everybody is always interested to see what are you going to do next? Because you don't really shy away from anything. And so I get the question often, is there anything you won't write? And I can't write violence against children, it's just... It just comes down to that absolute inability to defend yourself, that's where my barrier is. That's where I have to stop. It's not somewhere I want my mind to spend time.

Erika: With this book, I told my editor I am not writing a concentration camp book. So there are consequences to the resistance activity, I will address them and I will do it as quickly as possible. So the book is set up into three parts, it's before sort of the melding of character, then it's during the resistance activities. The last section, which is the smallest, are the consequences of those actions. There was a documentary called Night and Fog. It's a foreign language documentary that I watched in college that actually has to do with the title of the book, but that was the worst thing I've ever seen. I do remember the professor saying, this is the worst thing you've ever seen. But these people lived this... So don't turn away. He only watched the documentary once, he didn't stay in the classroom when he put it on for his classes every year, 'cause he just couldn't stomach it after one. But we all have to stomach it once.

Mindy: I think you run the danger if you expose yourself to something like that too much of it losing its impact, and so I think walking away and choosing only to see it once is probably pretty smart. 

Erika: Yeah, it's probably a healthy response. 

Mindy: Yeah, yeah, so I wanna talk a little bit about just the idea of resistance and of course, with everything happening in the Ukraine, when you are watching the news play out every day - What are those elements that you can see like, yes, the human spirit saying, Not today!

Erika: Well, when I started preparing my talks for this book, 'cause I just concluded the book tour, I was trying to say why World War II fiction was relevant to the present day, and I was focused on the pandemic rationing, the gradual shutting down of the world. And then all of a sudden the war started there, and so now it's staggeringly, awfully relevant. I told my husband, I was like, I almost had a trauma response seeing the bully rolling in and just praying so deeply for peace. Because the way this goes, I know how this goes as it becomes the black hole that starts sucking countries in one at a time. I can't go there again. 

But in these moments, you do see a... Mr. Rogers always said, Look for the helpers. People banding together. So normally in the US, we're all fighting with each other all the time, but when you see people in need, I feel like all of us , we look, and we're like, Okay, what can we do? And that's the good thing that comes from it, where you see different work to help the refugees and different organizations, different branches of the military and political parties working together to support however it is possible. So those are the bright spots, but it's not worth it to have this one bright spot. We have to get out of this because of where we are now with weapons and the capacity to shut things down. I can’t go there in my imagination.

Mindy: World War 2 is something that we just return to all the time, books, movies, TV, documentaries, there's no corner of it that I feel has not been looked at, and no stone left unturned, but at the same time, you're right, this is exactly why. 

Erika: And I know in terms of World War II fiction, people are like, Wow, how could there be another World War 2 novel? But it's a world at war, so every single continent essentially was experiencing some facet of it, and every time I think we've gotten through it all then these stories emerge and then more files are declassified and now the women in the different spy networks are really starting to get a lot of attention, which is awesome. So there's just endless stories. 

Mindy: I agree, when I was reading about Sisters of Night and Fog, I had never heard of either of these women. As a person that has been reading books their whole life and has been exposed to I had thought every corner of World War II, here are two individual people that I had never heard of and doing remarkable things. 

Erika: Yeah, and there's dozens and dozens more, and I know there's lots of novels coming out and it's so exciting, and for me, one of the most exciting things during all of this is I've become connected to the amazing women of the intelligence community, which is a group of women who have retired from different agencies of intelligence that work to foster young women getting into the field and bringing recognition. And it has been tremendous, these are incredible people who have answered this call to serve in a really unique way. And I'm working with them right now to actually try to get Virginia Hall’s Distinguished Service Cross upgraded to a Medal of Honor. So a lot of the research I've included, we had to put together narratives of combat experience and try to find those specific battles, so it's been a really challenging and fascinating journey, and one that I hope ends up with Virginia Hall having a Medal of Honor. 

Mindy: That's awesome. I can't even imagine the amazing stories and things that you could learn from a group like that, they're phenomenal people.

Erika: We had a gala last weekend where for Virginia Hall, the first Virginia Hall Gala Award was awarded to her family for keeping her memory alive. And now they're going to start doing this gala and awarding it to a former intelligence woman every year. And to be there with those people, with Virginia Hall's family, it was on top of the International Spy Museum in DC, and there was a full moon, which is so relevant to resistance work in World War 2, because that's the only time the planes could fly. It was a magical night. It felt like she was there. So I'm just so grateful the places that the writing takes us to is so interesting.

Mindy: Last thing, why don't you let listeners know where they can find the book Sisters of Night and Fog, which is available now, and where they can find you online? 

Erika: I have signed copies at my favorite independent booksellers, One is Park Books in Severna, Maryland, and I am there all the time signing stock. My whole back list, you can get signed and personalized there. Ships anywhere. And also Bethany Beach Books in Delaware, and then wherever books are sold in person and online. I spend the most time between Facebook and Instagram, so if you wanna connect with me there, I stop in daily to interact, that's what I have going on.

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Deanna Raybourn On Mistaken Perceptions of the Victorian Age

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Mindy: We're here with Deanna Raybourn author of The Impossible Imposter, which is continuing in her Veronica Speedwell series. It's available now. It is set in the 1880s, and it is about our hero, Veronica, who is very much a free spirit and a lot of what she does goes against how we imagine a traditional woman living her life in the 1880s. And I think a lot of readers would probably feel like it was truly a work of fiction. However, Veronica is based on a real person; she's based on Margaret Fontain. So if you'd like to tell us a little bit about how you discovered Margaret and decided to write about her in the form of Veronica.

Deanna: I graduated a long, long time ago with a degree in English and history, I double majored and it was a university with a really small history department. So we didn't do anything aside from basically Western European history. And it was very dude centric. It was very war centric. And so I kind of left that program feeling like I wanted to know a lot more. And I started doing a deep dive into Victorian female explorers. And for whatever reason, that was just this kind of tiny little niche in history that I thought was just really, really fascinating. And one of the Victorian explorers that I was just thoroughly enthralled by was Margaret Fountain. She was a lepidopterist. She was a butterfly hunter, and she ended up earning a living at a time when genteel women weren't doing a whole lot of earning a living, right?

I mean, it was considered to be socially beyond the pale if you had to make money, but this was an occupation that didn't get you terribly dirty. You weren't in a factory, you weren't in a coal mine, you weren't doing anything like that. And it wasn't considered to be degrading in the way that shop work might have been considered to be lowly. You could still go out and hunt butterflies and pretend to be a bit of a lady. One of the reasons that we know this is because of the fact that when you sold your butterflies to collectors, you would charge in guineas as opposed to pounds. Guineas are always the currency of luxury items. You know, you would pay your dressmakers bill in guineas, you'd pay for your expensive wines and your jewelry and guineas, but you'd pay for your firewood most likely in pounds and shillings.

And so Margaret used to make a pretty good living doing this. She could earn in a month's time well over what a ladies maid would make in an entire year. And she was very much her own mistress. She was kind of boss of her own life. She traveled the world, she butterflied on six continents and she had relationships with men. And I mean that in every sense of the word all around the world, she had extra marital relationships. She had interracial relationships, the sorts of liaisons that you don't think your average Victorian woman is going to be indulging in, but Margaret did. The great thing about Margaret is like a lot of Victorians, she left diaries and journals of her travels and what she got up to. And she's really frank about these amorous exploits as well as her butterflying. And the way she wrote was fantastic because she wove them in.

So one minute you're reading about her chasing this lovely little butterfly through the Qatar jungle. And the next minute her guide has his hands down her dress. It just was so bonkers that I loved it. It was really so unexpected that I thought, you know, if I ever write another Victorian character, cause I already had a Victorian series - the Lady Julia Gray books that were being published. I thought if I create another Victorian series character, I want her to be inspired by Margaret. So Veronica Speedwell is a lepidopterist with a very independent and Intrepid spirit, very much lives life by her own lights. And in that respect, she's similar to Margaret. That's probably where the similarities end though.

Mindy: You know, it's fascinating. I also have an English degree and I minored in history. I also have a philosophy degree. So I'm a really, really useful person at Trivial Pursuit. Everything else. I mean, practical applications, things like that. I mean, I can argue people down to the ground and have a great time doing it. But, my resume and job searches are usually a little awkward. What's amazing to me is that you do run into these women in history that aren't fitting what we think of as the mold. And it does kind of make you reconsider the mold. I think very often we have a lot of preconceived notions and, and maybe that is another arm of patriarchy at work telling us the way that women were supposed to be behaving. And sometimes I have to wonder if it is more prescriptive than it is descriptive.

Deanna: Absolutely. You know, the image we have of the Victorian period is very, very much influenced by what was considered to be aspirational. What was considered to be the goal, which is this angel of the domestic hearth. That's what women are. Women are put up on this pedestal; they're gentle and sweet and demure. And that was what men wanted them to be. That's the goal is to have a woman like that. So yeah, the stories about women who aren't like that tend not to be at the forefront. We have this picture that Victorians were all super straight laced and nobody got up to sex, that they were putting skirts on the chair legs and never saying the word out loud, because it was rude. If you look at the actual records, more than 50% of the brides in England in the lower classes were pregnant on their wedding day. Okay, well, somebody was getting up to something, You know, I mean somebody wasn't, shrouding their chair legs. 

And if you look at the upper classes, you see a very similar situation, you know. Amongst the aristocracy, once you get lower than Victoria and Albert, you're looking at people who had country house parties, which were not that different from key swap parties in the seventies. There's nothing new under the sun. But there is this image that this era was completely buttoned up and everybody was pure. And there were things that were just completely never, ever spoken about and much less ever done. And the truth is no, they were being done, not openly done. And a lot of this goes back to Prince Albert himself because his mother was kind of kicked out of the family when he was about five years old because she had an extra marital affair and this had a huge, huge impact on him.

He was a very moral, very upright sort of man. And so when he married Victoria, who came from this incredibly wild and wooly Hanoverian family that got up to all kinds of shenanigans, he had this much more straightforward, upright, moral posture. And that was how they were going to kind of direct their family. And that was going to be the aspiration for the nation. And they failed wildly where their oldest son was concerned. But you know, it really did create this picture. 

This is where you see this huge, huge rise in consumer culture. The very beginnings of our celebrity culture that we have now, where, you know, pictures of the Royal family are, are in the newspapers. And you know, so these pictures are being circulated with an idea of - look at this beautiful, pink cheeked, freshly scrubbed family, having a picnic in the Scottish Highlands and everybody's behaving themselves. And everybody takes that as the model for how they're supposed to be living their lives, that this is the picture that you aspire to. And the reality was, usually quite, quite different.

Mindy: Yes, you're right. We do think about Victorians when we think about a lot of these staples of behavior, but I do a lot of genealogy and my family has been here, like where I live in Ohio for a very, very long time. And what you're saying about women being pregnant when they got married, I was teasing my mother because she's from a very, very long line of German people. And we live in a very, very heavily German community. Actually. It's still very German. I told her, I was like, you know, what's really interesting about people 200 years ago around here is that their gestation period was actually shorter. And mom was like, oh really? And like yeah, it appears to be about six months.

Deanna: So crazy, all those premature babies,

Mindy: Like I dunno how we got all the big strapping Germans out of it because everybody was born three months early, Mom. And my mom would just be like, Oh, Mindy! And I'm like, dude, everybody was going out to the haymow, Mom. Everybody.

Deanna: It's so much more common than we think it is.

Mindy: Yes it is. It's especially interesting to me, like as a woman, see that behavior swept underneath the rug and, and of course not celebrated, I would come across instances where, especially if they were like out on the edges of the frontier, if you were like, it's time to get married, they would be living together. And you just kind of wait for a minister to come to your area and then you get married. Because you don't have time to wait for the blessing of God. You know, people have always been people and we've always had genitals.

Deanna: Yeah, exactly. Exactly. I come from a genealogy heavy family too. And my parents were just doing some digging and literally last week discovered that, you know, a great grandmother so many times over, we knew that she had married this particular gentleman. Well, they went digging into the census records and found out that she had two illegitimate children when she married him and that her mother had been the housekeeper to this gentleman. And so all of a sudden you can start to put the pieces together and say, oh, well, those were probably his kids. Nothing is as straightforward as you think it is. 

And basically the Victorian age is when advertising really started to take off. And that's when you see the idea that you could construct this picture of perfection and sell people products based on how close it could get you to that picture. What are we gonna hold up as our ideal? What are our standards going to be? That's very much where this came from. 

And you know, I think there's a certain element too, because you have a lot of people moving into the middle class for the first time during this time period. I think there is a kind of an ideal of, we need to be super clean. We need to kind of wash the dirt literally off of the shopkeeping and the factory work and the, the more practical hands on type of work. And so that's why you see so many ads for things like soap. That's why you see the idea of clean bodies being clean morality. And this really uptight overlap between scrubbing everything to death. Of course, germ theories are coming out during this century too, right? So you have people suddenly realizing, oh, I really do need to wash things, if I wanna be healthy. It's this really interesting kind of cocktail of what advertisers are pushing and, and where the morality is going.

And there's a return to church because people are getting scared by Darwin and his ideas. And they're thinking, oh, well, we better go back to Jesus, double down on religion. And this really interesting time period where there are new ideas and old ideas, and they all keep coming into conflict and the pendulum keeps swinging. It's such a fascinating time period to dig into because the further we get into our century, the more you realize when you look back, there really is nothing new under the sun. 

People have always wrestled with the same questions. How do we use technology? How do we open our borders to immigrants and integrate them? How do you make your way in the world? How do you take care of people who are less advantaged than you are? What rights should women have? Everybody's rights and everybody's responsibilities and how society functions, are questions we never solve. We just keep asking them over and over again. I think human beings are kind of hardwired to like the idea of story. And so we like to fit things into a narrative. We like tidy endings and we like lessons to be learned from our stories. And if you've got an English degree, you do this stuff in your sleep, man. That, and Jesus imagery.

Mindy: I'll find you Jesus. And I can probably locate 20 to 30 penises as well.

Deanna: Oh my God. You know, that's day one on your English degree, find the phallus.

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Mindy: Well coming back to Veronica then and how she's moving through the world, whether it’s necessarily how the reader expects and her behavior may not necessarily be what the reader expects. How do you go about combining these two things? What the reader probably expects and how things may have actually been? Plus of course, Veronica moving through the world, how she's interacting with some of the expectations versus the reality?

Deanna: My rule of thumb, when deciding whether or not to put something into a book, it doesn't even have to be particularly plausible. It just has to be possible. If it was historically possible, then I'll include it. I don't mind at all the idea that Veronica could push people to broaden their thinking a little bit about what Victorian women may have been like. I love that idea, in fact, because I think there's so many women whose stories have gone unclaimed and untold and unshared, and we need those women. We need to know that there were women who were engaged in astronomy and women who were engaged in philosophy and women who were engaged in all sorts of different occupations. Because I think that those are the women that we look to and say, oh, okay, well, you know, she threw herself under a horse race and got trampled to death in order to secure the vote for women. Maybe I can make a donation to the League of Women Voters. You get a sense of perspective that I think it's essential to remember the people who have paved the way for us. 

And a lot of times there were women in the background who were doing these things and paving the way and making sacrifices. And we don't know their stories. And I feel like that does such a grave disservice to them. So I love the idea that Veronica might encourage people to go and find out a little bit more about what our fore mothers were getting up to. I kind of figured out early on that reader expectations about a particular period or particular historical facts were something that I couldn't spend too much time worrying about. My first series character Lady Julia Gray is the daughter of an Earl. And so there's a very specific way that she's supposed to be addressed.

She's married to a Duke and the notes that I would get from people saying, well, you did this wrong. And then I would have to respond with citations from Jane Austen, from Burke’s Peerage explaining why no, it's actually correct. And that's when I realized people, a lot of times will magpie their knowledge, taking, you know, little pieces here and there. And a lot of times it may be from something like a Jane Austen adaptation, or it may be from a book that was written in order for you to have fun. It wasn't necessarily written to teach you something. You know, it's not a nonfiction book about English aristocracy. Maybe it's a Regency romance that is fantastic, but got the titles just a little bit wrong. So I realized that a lot of times people were taking those things as gospel. And so I thought, okay, all I'm gonna be able to do is write it as correctly as I can.

And if people think that it's anachronistic or that it's wrong, I know it's not. Those are things, sometimes if readers ask me, I'm happy to explain. I used to explain this stuff a lot. When I kept a blog regularly, I would do blog posts about it. This is a question I get a lot - here you go. It's always this little dance that you do with readers, trying to make sure that above all you're entertaining them. If they wanted to be educated or informed about something, they would go get a nonfiction book. They want entertainment. They want to be in a different world for a little period of time. So I try to do as much of that as I possibly can because of the fact that I have a history degree, I'm not gonna go and just violate what I know is historically factual, just because that would grate on my own particular senses. If I need it to be particularly bright out at night, when I'm writing a certain scene, I'll check the moon phase and see what it was doing.

Or, you know, when I was writing the book before, An Impossible Imposter is called An Unexpected Peril. It's set in January of 1888 and I needed a snowstorm. I needed a reason for one of my characters to be out of London for a little while. Well, I went ferreting through the weather archives and found out there was this massive snowstorm in the south of England on this particular date. And all the trains were shut down. Like the whole second half of my book was taken care of. Then I know when she can conceivably get back. And so I worked with it. Now, whether or not any reader is ever going to go check that I don't have a slight idea. I assume they won't, but you never know. It was fun for me. And I do push the boundary sometimes, but I try to keep it as, as true as I possibly can. You must know this as well as I do, anything you study in history, you find out is probably not what you thought it was going to be when you went into it.

Mindy: Oh, absolutely. And I, as a writer, myself and a historian, I struggle so much with these exact things. My book that came out in 2015 is set in what is ostensibly, a real town here in Ohio, but I never name it. And I was working with all of the material and the data because it's set in an insane asylum that is fairly famous regionally. And so I used that as the basis, but I also never said it is this asylum and it is this town. There's a mystery involved as well. There's a killer on the loose. And so I was striving so hard. You wrote about Jack the Ripper as well. So you know that they did have criminal profiling back then. It wasn't fantastic, but they had the beginnings of it. Because my book is set in 1890, I had to give them the ability to actually catch this killer, but not give them things that they wouldn't have.

And I had to have insane asylum. And the question of - like you were saying about lighting, if my character walks into the room in this building of this socioeconomic level, what is this room lit with? Is it fire? Is it gas? Is it electric? You know, all of these things and I will go and I will find the answer to that before I even write the person walking into the room. 

I ended up get going so deeply into having this great fidelity to facts that at one point, because of the nature of my serial killer, they had to be in a certain profession. And I was like rolling. And I'm checking the census data for this town. There were only two men practicing that particular profession in this town at that time. And I'm like, oh my God, this is horrible. It's a 50/50 - which guy is the killer? I just made this so easy. And I wander downstairs and the man that I was living with at the time just takes one look at me and he's like, oh my God, what's wrong?

And I'm like, I just wrote this entire book predicated upon this profession, and I just found out that this town was so small that there were only two men in that profession and everything just fell apart. And I have to rewrite the whole book and restructure my killer and he just looked at me and he went, this is fiction. Right? And I'm like, yeah. So just make the town bigger. And I was like…. oh.

Deanna: Yeah, you can get very much in your own head about this stuff. You really, really can. A couple of decades ago I read a fantastic book written by Persia Woolley. It was part of the, um, writer's digest series and it was How to Write a Historical Novel. And she gave a fantastic piece of advice, which is of all the research you do for your book - 70% of it should just be for you. No more than 30% should go into the book. It was so smart. It's such a great rule of thumb because one of the things that readers tend to really skip over are these really dense long paragraphs of narrative where you're going into just the most minute detail. Readers don't need that. For me, it's always about trying to figure out, okay, what do I put in that a reader's gonna go, huh? That's cool. Didn't know it. But keep on reading. 

As you mentioned, I have one book that does deal kind of tangentially with Jack the Ripper, which is A Murderous Relation. When you're writing a series and it's set in London, you know, your timeline is coming up to the autumn of 1888, you start twitching because  you're gonna have to deal with this somehow. Because it was the story, everyone, all of London, this is the story. It dominated everything. Life kind of was taken over for everybody. I absolutely did not want to write a Jack the Ripper book. I was adamant about that, but I knew I had to kind of set the scene and make sure that people knew this is what's going on at the time, and this is influencing how people behave. 

And one of the cool little facts that I was able to throw in, again with nothing new under the sun, is that there were tent cities of unhoused people in Trafalgar Square. I'm writing this right when Occupy Wall Street is happening, people are putting up their tents outside. Now they're protestors. They're not unhoused people, but the idea of sleeping rough in the middle of a city and this being something that was newsworthy is not new at all. That's something that readers would be, be able to look at and say - oh yeah, I totally get that. There are news stories that just seem to repeat themselves.

Mindy: Last thing, why don't you let readers know where they can find the book, The Impossible Imposter and where they can find you online?

Deanna: The Impossible Imposter is at your favorite book seller in multiple formats. You can get it hardcover, digital or Audible, whatever makes you happy. You can get signed copies from The Poisoned Pen, signed book plates from Murder, By the Book or Fountain, which are all three great independent bookstores I love. And you can find me at deannaraybourn.com. And most days on Twitter!

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Tavi Taylor Black On Fame Culture & Writing At Any Age

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Mindy: We're here with Tavi Black, author of Where Are We Tomorrow, which is a novel about four women working backstage on a rock tour, each of them coming to terms with what it means to be a woman in a male dominated industry It was nominated for the Next generation Indie Awards and the American Fiction Awards. So that is super exciting. And when you reached out to me about being on the podcast, I was immediately interested. So why don't we just start with you telling us a little bit about yourself and your background and how you came to write Where Are We Tomorrow

Tavi: I kind of think of myself more as an artist than a writer because I've done all kinds of different arts, but I came to write this particular book because my career has been in event production and I did tour with bands for many years. But my artist's life was always a little bit separate from that. This was a project that I was able to bring both my artist's life and my career into one project. I worked on this particular book for 12 years before I got a publishing contract. I got the idea for this book while I was on tour with four women and that's pretty unusual. It was on the Norah Jones Tour in 2003, I think. So, I was working with all of these women on tour. 

And I started out in the lighting crew on the Phish tour back in, I think ‘95. I was the only woman. For many tours I went on other than caterers. I would often walk into a venue in the morning and the stagehands that were there - almost always all men - would point to the kitchen and say “kitchen’s over there.” 

Mindy: So obviously you had the background to bring to writing a novel and you also had the experiences of someone who is kind of operating on the fringe as a woman, if you're the only woman for a long time backstage like that. I have no concept of what that is like. I know what it's like in a green room, you know, I’ve been in spaces with pretty famous people, but it's always been in a fairly diverse background, skin color, culture, but also gender. Can you talk a little bit about how that feels? Not necessarily externally, but internally, what was it like for you to be like, okay, I gotta walk in there and establish that I'm even allowed to do that? 

Tavi: I like that you asked that externally versus internally because externally, of course I had to just be there, show up, do the job, do a good job, prove myself just like everybody else did. But internally I definitely felt so nervous. And my husband often asked me why did you do that? Why did you feel like you needed to be in that,  really in some ways toxic environment, a place where men definitely let me know that they didn't necessarily want me there? Some did, obviously, the man who hired me wanted me there. He said, I think it's more civilized when there's a woman around. But internally there was something that I felt like I had to prove. 

But the interesting thing about it for women, is that they were kind of two ways to go in this business and I'm not always proud of the way that I went. But there was the sort of go along with the jokes and laugh and everybody kind of gets along with you, which is sort of the way I went. I was like, I want to do well here, I want to have friends here. I'm going to just ignore their misogynistic rude comments. And then there's the other way you could go where you could call them out and say that's not acceptable. And those women were always known as the bitches. In some ways, I think, well why wasn't I a bitch? I should have been. But I didn't. That was the choice that I made. 

And so in some ways this book is an exploration of the different ways to be female inside of that world. I think that the thing that makes this book different from other novels and memoirs about backstage is that you just don't hear about the lives of the people that are making the show happen, versus the people that are on stage very often. 

Mindy: Yes, absolutely. My cousin is married to a cameraman and he is actually, in the world of cameramen, rather famous because he's very very good at what he does. Directors request him and asked for him to be there and have him on their films. But you know, if I said his name, like it doesn't matter, no one would know. And my nephew is in high school and he always knew that his cousin was a cameraman but it never really mattered. He ended up looking at his Instagram for some reason, there's all these pictures of him hanging out with Nicholas Cage and stuff like that and he was just like, oh my God, AuntMindy did you know? And I'm like yeah, I did. These people are -  they're moving and they're making these things happen and they're there, you just don't know about them, you don't hear about them. 

Tavi: One of the themes of the book is this idea of our addiction to fame. I was a painter for many years, sometimes I still paint, I feel like people would not be that interested in that. But the minute I said, oh I work for this famous person - that's so interesting, I'm like what about my art? What about the thing I'm doing? The writing I'm doing? Why isn't that interesting? It's only that I know this famous person 0 who is just a person by the way. 

Mindy: Yeah, I have a friend that lives in Hawaii and she housesits for… I mean I won't say their names but extremely famous people. She's like, that's what people want to talk to me about. I have a whole life, I have all these things that I do. I just, this is like babysitting and that's what people want to talk to me about.

Tavi: These brushes with fame, we have a real addiction to it. There's this great book that I really love called Fame Junkies. It's written by Jake Halpern who actually does a podcast as well. It's one of my favorite books just talking about how addicted to fame we are and what we'll do to be around it. And as an artist, like I've always pursued an art, I was in a band when I was younger and it's a funny thing to have this feeling about fame, to actually now have to promote myself as a writer and like, what am I looking for - fame? Well, I want people to read my book. I want to talk about the book, but do I want to be famous? No, it looks awful. 

Mindy: It is difficult. I agree. So the nice thing about being a writer is that being famous as a writer usually means you can still walk down the street and no one knows what you actually look like. 

Tavi: I mean you have how many books out there? And I bet People don't know you when you are in public. 

Mindy: I have like 12, 13 books out there and no, most of the time I can walk around completely anonymous and it doesn't matter. I have been recognized on the street. I mean it is cool and I actually like it. But generally people that are readers, I think that fan base is a little less toxic and a little more empathetic and understanding than like movie or music fans. I could be giving readers more credit than they deserve. 

Tavi: But I think that it's true that often you don't know what an author looks like, anyway. 

Mindy: You know, that's a really good point. And I personally I go back and forth because it's like I am very open and I talk about my life and I talk about all different kinds of elements of my life. I talk about mental health very openly because I write for teenagers and I think it's important for me to talk about these things. But there are things about my life that are really, really basic information that no one has. I don't talk about those things. There was an event where they were looking for information from every author and they just kind of had a grid where they were just filling in information about everyone. They were like, where are you from? And I'm like I'm from Ohio. And they're like, where in Ohio? And I'm like, it doesn't matter. Because if I say the name of the tiny tiny town where I'm from, you've got me within like a five mile radius.

My instagram is not me. It's books, it's cats, it's my dogs. It's not me. It's not my face. I don't put myself in front of the camera that often. It's not that I'm uncomfortable with it. I'm not comfortable selling my face.

Tavi: Yes, That's how I feel. My God, I'm just like, you don't want to look at me. That's not what this is about. I'll sell you my books and I'll talk to you about my books all day, but you're not buying me, so I struggle with that as well. And that's not the culture that we have right now. I have a young daughter and I don't let her on social media. She's 11. I've never put her face anywhere, but other people have. So how do I protect her from this? I'm not sure 

Mindy: People are scary. That's how I feel about that. 

Tavi: You know, with being scared, I just sometimes feel like maybe that's why I had to do this work that was so tough and I'm such a sensitive artistic soul. I think I needed to do some work that would really toughen me up, You wouldn't even get a nap on tour. You would get done at two am loading out, take a shower in the locker room, get on the bus, get up and load in at eight a.m. 

Mindy: That's a crazy lifestyle even and I assume very little privacy.

Tavi: None. To roll out of a bunk and have, honestly, some guys that you just wouldn't ever want to see you in your pajamas like right there in your face in the hallway of the bus. It was not easy. 

Mindy: No, I can't even imagine I need my privacy and I need my alone time. I imagine you do too. 

Tavi: Yeah, I like it. Don't get it much though! 

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Mindy: You said before that you had toyed with and developed your craft in different areas of art, you were painting and you were also in a band yourself. So you took this route of being a roadie in doing this work. What made you say, I think I want to try writing? 

Tavi: Well I always secretly wanted to be a writer. When I was probably in high school or even at seven, I was writing stories but I got discouraged really young by a couple of people. One was a friend who just said, oh you better stick to painting after I had written my first play. And and then another was a tutor in high school who just was like, you're awful, basically, you shouldn't even bother. I feel like, wow, if I could ever go back, I would just talk to myself and say, don't listen to those people, they're just haters. 

So I secretly wrote. I wrote in journals. I wrote songs. Finally the other art forms just weren't very portable for touring. I was pretty old when I decided - I'm going to actually write. I must have been about 35. I got a cabin in the Keys by myself and I said, I'm gonna go and I'm gonna sit in there for five days and if I don't come out with 50 pages, I'm not a writer. So I went and I did that and I wrote the 1st 50 pages of a novel of course that I never finished. It got me started. And so I just started writing, I'm like, I'm going to write a novel. And then of course, I realized quickly that I didn't really know what I was doing. And so I took a class at the U. Dub here in Washington and then I decided, oh, I need to go back to school because I've always loved school. 

And so I went back and got my M. F. A. I I felt like, oh my gosh, I'm going to be the oldest person. When I stepped onto the campus, one of the people in the registrar's office was somebody who had just gotten out of undergrad. And she looked at me, and she was going in the program, she said, are you one of the professors? But you can write at any age doesn't matter. 

Mindy: Of course you can. I think it's interesting that you had those experiences of negativity early on. I mean, I can tell you, I finished my first novel when I was in college, so I was like 19 years old and it was really, really bad and I’ve talked about this before. It's not false modesty, it's not - no, tell me it was beautiful, you know. It was really bad and that's okay. No one is an amazing writer when they are 15, 16, 17 years old. You have to give yourself that grace and that space to grow and improve. And I think way too often there are those people in young writers' lives, whoever they are, and even if they think that they're positively motivated by saying - don't waste your time. You don't know what you could be discouraging there. Everyone has to have that space to bloom and grow.

Tavi: That's okay, I'm here and everything teaches us something. Obstacles are good. It really just shows that I did actually want to be a writer if I kept going after all that and finally did it. And of course as soon as I got into grad school, it was the first place in my life, honestly that I ever felt like, oh, I belong here. This is what I'm supposed to be doing. Just took a long time to sort that out. Some of us are late bloomers and I've come to terms with that. 

Mindy: Obstacles are good. I like that statement and I think that that probably can be applied pretty easily to the publishing industry. So let's talk about how you moved from writing to that process of becoming published. What was your course? You had an MFA, you wrote your book? What was that path? 

Tavi: It is so long and winding, like so many writers. And as I was coming along, I loved to hear these stories because like I said, I worked on that one novel for 12 years. But of course, there are other novels. The first story I got accepted into - a literary magazine - I was so excited about. I was just out of school, I got a call on my birthday that said, actually, we're not going to publish it. I was like, you're kidding. Like, the first one I got accepted and the woman was like, you know, the editor just cut yours and I'm so mad about it and I'm sorry. And so there's that. 

And then, I got second place in a contest, I got the check and the check bounced. I was like, oh my God. So this is sort of the way that it's gone. And I've tried over the years to get agents and I've had a lot of agents interested who all at the last minute said, actually - I think maybe not. Okay, what's next? And sort of strategize and after chasing agents for a long time, I finally just said I'm going to go straight to a small press and see. I was fortunate that Touch Point Press has been really supportive of this book and they accepted it. 

They wanted to see some changes. As a writer, you have to be willing to hear this isn't good enough yet. You have to be willing to dig in, tear it apart again. This book has gone from first person to third person. It was past tense, then present tense and past tense again. Now, Touch Point is going to publish my second book as well, which was actually what I started working on in my MFA program. 

Mindy: That's wonderful. So, tell us a little bit about that second book. 

Tavi: The second book is completely different. It's a historical novel that is set on the coast of Maine in 1913, with a woman who has a maid on the estate. She's 17 and the estate owners and the servants' lives get entangled and there's a jewel heist. This one's more plot driven. It's kind of fun. 

Mindy: Going the route of having an independent publisher gives you that freedom. I mean, I'm lucky I get to hop around. I write across various genres. I don't know why my publisher allows me to do this but I think it might partially be because I've never really hit really big with any one genre, so they're never pigeon holing me, quite. But I love that you are just writing so widely and so diversely. 

Tavi: I'm just interested in a lot of things and now I'm working on middle grade. My daughter and I started working on it when the pandemic hit, just as a school project sort of like let's do some writing! And we've just had so much fun and now we're writing a series. 

Mindy: I love that, I think that that is beautiful. Middle grade is not something I would ever be able to write and I just say that as far as my voice. My voice is pretty, it's dark, my interests are pretty rough and - not that middle grade doesn't pack a punch. It certainly does. I don't have the wide eyed wonder, I'm more acerbic.

Tavi: Yeah, I don't think I would have done it without my daughter. But she is just so full of ideas, she's just an idea gal, and she just throws them at me and we work it out and it’s been fun in that way. I don't know that I would have done it by myself, but now that I'm into this world, I'm really into this world, so that's really cool. 

Mindy: I like that a lot, I think too, speaking of going directly to the publisher, I'm a proponent of agents. Like I'll just say that up front, but I know a lot of authors, because I have one foot in both worlds, I self published under a pen name and I also write trad. My publisher in the trad Pub world is HarperCollins, I do both and I love both. Like, there are pros and cons to both and straddling them has been super fun and I really enjoy it. After having the experiences that I've had in the indie world, I’ve really come to understand the attraction of absolutely and totally being your own person, like all the time. Which my agent doesn't like, tell me what to write or anything like that. There are pros and cons to absolutely and completely being your own person and handling everything yourself - but you are literally doing everything yourself. 

Tavi: It's true. I mean if I'm being honest, I would love to have an agent. I really could use a partner navigating all of this because. All day long now what I do is send out queries, try to do marketing, to have somebody to sort of grow with would be really excellent. I haven't given up on that idea, I have to move on. I have to be able to somehow publish my books. Touch Point has been amazing in that I can reach out to them and I can talk to them. That's a real advantage of working with them to sort of strategize and figure out the next steps in getting the book out there. It's a big wide world of publishing. I mean, I really feel like I've taken a crash course in the last couple of years or maybe the last 10 years. How does publishing work? 

Mindy: Or does publishing work? Sometimes it feels like. So when I first started trying to get into the publishing world back in like 2005, self publishing was like a dirty word. It really was only for people that couldn't make it for the most part. Production was sloppy. There just simply weren't the resources there that there are now and now, like I said, I participate in it, I self publish under a pen name and I am proud of what I produce under that name. It's not my brand, like it goes against my brand as Mindy McGinnis, but it's stories that I have in me, it's fun, it's loopy, it's silly. It's stuff that I can get out and still be producing rather than just writing one book a year. 

Tavi: Well, but the thing is you have the advantage of knowing what you know now, like, I think with self publishing, the danger is that you're going to put out something that's not ready. The good thing is that there are gatekeepers that I'm so glad I didn't publish the draft of the book that I had six years ago, it's a much better book now. And I think that if you're a first time author, maybe it's not a good idea to self publish, because you need those gatekeepers. It's better to keep going and get the book that you want and it should be out there. But you've got the advantage of like, you know, what's a good book at this point? You've done this, you've got a lot of books out there. You can self publish because you're not going to put out something that's not up to your quality, right? 

Mindy: And that is a really, really good point. And I have thought about that myself many, many times because I was trying for 10 years to get an agent. It took me 10 years and five novels and I wanted to quit so many times and I wanted to self publish. And I am so glad I didn't because then there would be very, very subpar books out there with my name on them. 

Tavi: Exactly. And you can't take them back now. 

Mindy: No. Now there are people out there with them on their Kindles and I would be so embarrassed. I would be so embarrassed if that was the case because what I was producing early on, I wasn't doing a good job. You said earlier, you've got to be able to process the feedback and the criticism and improve and I wasn't doing that. Very much in the early stages, I was like, no, I'm a genius and you will respect my work. I was 19. Last thing, let listeners know where they can find you online and where they can find your book, Where Are We Tomorrow

Tavi: So I have a website, it's just to TaviBlack.com or TaviTaylorBlack.com. My book is published under Tavi Taylor Black. And I also have a podcast myself. It's called The Personal Element that I co host with another writer. We take personal essays that we really like and we have the author read them and then we talk about what we like about the essay. 

Mindy: That is super cool because essays are an art form that are underappreciated. 

Tavi: They are and I honestly was not somebody who I've written some, but I've never published personal essays, mostly just short stories and things like that. But my friend Christine Young, who's a writer, does personal essays. We have seven episodes out there, but it turns out that I love it and I guess you know, you've been doing it for a long time, it's actually quite fun to do a podcast. 

Mindy: I love doing it, I love meeting people and talking to them and like after my conversations, I'm always energized and interested in something new and like you never know what's going to open up for you. 

Tavi: And so you can find that podcast, The Personal Element anywhere that you get your podcasts or Personal Element Podcast.com or there's a link from my website as well. And my book’s on Amazon and Barnes and Noble.

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